Being on east coast is making me miss my ex, for the first time really since we broke up months ago.  I've only been out this way twice, and both times were with him.  So I'm already finding myself saying 'M and I did this', or 'M and I wanted to go there', etc, etc.

We get along fine back in Ottawa but it's not like we're great friends, and I haven't felt this affection and nostalgia since we broke up, so it' surprised me to feel this way.  Although it's natural in a way I guess, because here I am re-doing a trip I've only ever done with him, but still.  WEIRD.  Nice though, because there's no reason not to feel affection for someone I lived with for eight months, it's not like we're enemies.  And it's not like missing him here is making me want to run back and get back together with him, but it does make me want to try and actually become friends.